To my daughter and my "parents" .. On my birthday
My dear daughter, I write these words as a promise to you before I see you,before I even know if I'm going to have you. I write because I just knew that words can be forgotten but once you write something down it will always be there,you'll read it and it'll either break you down to pieces or bring you back together. I write because now I know how powerful words are. I just turned 22 and I'm so glad I made it out of home as a normal,sane person. I'm neither racist,sexist,homophobic nor religious. -I promise to never have you till I'm 100% sure I will be there when you need me. -I promise you I'll be a good parent, I'll never do to you what my own family did to me. I will never leave you or quit being a parent,I won't stay and be useless. I'll never become a parent with drinking problems, a parent who has sex with whores and isn't bothered to shut the door. I'll never let you feel the rage I feel deep inside my own self. I promise t